Hi guys ! *waves hands*
My
name is Che Siti Nurfaziera Che Ismail and here I’m not going to tell you
everything about my life and my personal details as this entry is for “The New
Me”. Of course the new me will differ with the previous one suits the sentence
that we always heard, people changed. Right? To change into a better one or
vice versa it depends on you but I have my own life story that I would like to
share to all of you and then after all you will have a first impression towards
me. I need that first impression!
Began my university life
in the way that I was never expected before which is doing my premedical in
TATI University College. PREMEDICAL guys ! Being a doctor was never crossed in
my mind since I was a child because I hate everything related to clinics,
hospitals, bloods and so on. Its killing me ! At first, the thing that I have
in my head is I’m going to suffer for the entire of my life. But now back to
reality that I am here so I have to accept the fact that this is the way that
Allah planned for me and of course He is the best planner for every single
thing in our life right?
30th September 2015. This
date has its own history which is the day when I bear one of the biggest losses
in my life. I lose my only brother whom I love the most in a traffic accident
and in a blink of eyes it slightly changed my life. The real indescribable
sadness was felt by the whole family especially my beloved parents and I cannot
hold the tears from running down my cheeks watching the situation. It really hurts
me.
Starting from that day, I
had become a girl who does not really like to rely onto or hoping for someone
as I know the pain of losing someone that I really love. So, to experience the
same thing for the second time is really hard for me ( only if you can
understand what I mean ). From that, I slowly gained my strength and I keep
looking forward for better things yet to come and trying hard to keep all the
memories he left me, deeply in my heart.
Not only that, I also started to think about my future and my parents' hope to
see me becoming a successful doctor soon and following my parents' plans to
further my studies in medical field was the best decision that I had made . I
hope this is the way that Allah knows that I am able to go through despite of
His test towards changing me into a stronger one in order to face upcoming
challenging life. So cheer up and have faith ! This is the new me. The better
version of me for this semester so I should be like a proton and always stay
positive :)
I think my first entry may be quite boring but I hope you guys enjoyed your
reading till the last sentence.
Love,
CheFaziera
bestnyaa blog hakak.keep it up !
ReplyDeleteI'm also scared to face the loss of someone that I love the most:'( please be strong che. You know you are not alone right?:')
ReplyDeleteNice entry che! Stay strong. I will always be there whenever you need me. :)
ReplyDeleteBe strong che. I'm sure your brother also want to see you as a strong girl. Believe in what Allah had planned for us. Keep smiling,beautiful. :)
ReplyDeleteStay strong ,Che. Have faith, we will always be there for you.
ReplyDeleteStay strong che..we are always support you..keep studying and proof that you are strong enough to be a successful doctor in the future.
ReplyDeleteStay strong che..we are always support you..keep studying and proof that you are strong enough to be a successful doctor in the future.
ReplyDeletebe a doctor and make your parents proud. goodluck!
ReplyDeletewhen the test come know that Allah are always in ourselves. He will always be with us and never make we sad.. stay strong dear and keep make our parents proud with us . insyaAllah :)
ReplyDeletewhen the test come know that Allah are always in ourselves. He will always be with us and never make we sad.. stay strong dear and keep make our parents proud with us . insyaAllah :)
ReplyDeletebe strong dear...good luck in your future
ReplyDeletei know you are a tough girl.. if you need a shoulder to cry on, let me be the one.. sometimes crying can release your sadness rather than hide it behind your smile.. keep strong and do your best to achieve your dream.. I believe you can do it, che!!!
ReplyDeleteStay strong Che. Don't shy to share your problem with us. We will try our best to help you.
ReplyDeleteI bet your brother must be proud of you, che. Don't give up and do your best to achieve your dream!
ReplyDeleteStay strong and whenever you need me, just turn on your right(or left). I'll be there for you. Keep holding on your dreams to make your parents proud of you.
ReplyDeleteBe tough and keep smiling. If you want to cry, just call me i'll be there to comfort you. Keep struggling because the parents' decision is the best choice in our life. All the best and good luck, Che !
ReplyDeleteBe strong che. I know you can do it. Just remember that His plans are better than what we thought. Good luck!!
ReplyDeleteBe strong dear. Everything happen there will be the reason behind it. Have faith in Allah. Put your trust to Him. Just remember that i will always there for you .
ReplyDeleteStay strong dear. I'm here for u. Keep it up. All the best for ir future endeavor. Fighting!!!
ReplyDeleteHE is the best planner dear. We are all here for you Faziera. Just lean on us if you feel so hard to keep on. My pray for you to become a great daughter and doctor..
ReplyDeleteWhat a nice entry. Be strong my friend. HIS plan is far better than our plan.
ReplyDeleteLosing someone that we love and cherish the most is extremely painful. Death is certain for everyone, indeed. Keep going strong and have faith in Allah.
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