Hi guys ! *waves hands*
My
name is Che Siti Nurfaziera Che Ismail and here I’m not going to tell you
everything about my life and my personal details as this entry is for “The New
Me”. Of course the new me will differ with the previous one suits the sentence
that we always heard, people changed. Right? To change into a better one or
vice versa it depends on you but I have my own life story that I would like to
share to all of you and then after all you will have a first impression towards
me. I need that first impression!
Began my university life
in the way that I was never expected before which is doing my premedical in
TATI University College. PREMEDICAL guys ! Being a doctor was never crossed in
my mind since I was a child because I hate everything related to clinics,
hospitals, bloods and so on. Its killing me ! At first, the thing that I have
in my head is I’m going to suffer for the entire of my life. But now back to
reality that I am here so I have to accept the fact that this is the way that
Allah planned for me and of course He is the best planner for every single
thing in our life right?
30th September 2015. This
date has its own history which is the day when I bear one of the biggest losses
in my life. I lose my only brother whom I love the most in a traffic accident
and in a blink of eyes it slightly changed my life. The real indescribable
sadness was felt by the whole family especially my beloved parents and I cannot
hold the tears from running down my cheeks watching the situation. It really hurts
me.
Starting from that day, I
had become a girl who does not really like to rely onto or hoping for someone
as I know the pain of losing someone that I really love. So, to experience the
same thing for the second time is really hard for me ( only if you can
understand what I mean ). From that, I slowly gained my strength and I keep
looking forward for better things yet to come and trying hard to keep all the
memories he left me, deeply in my heart.
Not only that, I also started to think about my future and my parents' hope to
see me becoming a successful doctor soon and following my parents' plans to
further my studies in medical field was the best decision that I had made . I
hope this is the way that Allah knows that I am able to go through despite of
His test towards changing me into a stronger one in order to face upcoming
challenging life. So cheer up and have faith ! This is the new me. The better
version of me for this semester so I should be like a proton and always stay
positive :)
I think my first entry may be quite boring but I hope you guys enjoyed your
reading till the last sentence.
Love,
CheFaziera
